saya benar-benar give up sekarang . I'm done

hai! halo! halo! hai! *rumba mode on

setelah melalui perenungan panjang hasek gue sampe pada suatu kesimpulan nih
kalu ternyata kegalauan itu kita buat sendiri yaaa
lu galau kalo lu mengkondisikan keadaan galau
ex : lo nyetel lagu2 galau kayak blue sky collapse HAHAHA terus lo mengkondisikan kegalauan lo dengan menyendiri apa lo liatin foto lo sama mantan lo waktu masih indah indah nya tuh *sigh

yaa idup udeh cukup rumit lah ye, jadi jangan dibikin makin rumit
bikin happy aje *janganbacotdoangpril haha

sama ini ye ini kayaknye orang2 masuk ke idup gue udeh kayak jelangkung ye
dateng ga dijemput pulang ga dianter -_-
dateng ga ada "kulonuwon" nya , pergi "nyelonong" gitu aje hngg -..-
lu kata gue perpus pusat siapa aje boleh masuk haaaaaaaa
ya seneng dah mayan ya tapi gagitu jugaaa kali

tapi gue percaya ye kalo Tuhan tau banget dah apa yang diBUTUHin hambaNya, bukan yang diPENGENnin ...
tetep kasih yang terbaik aje dah, insya Allah balesan nya juga baik !
AMIN

its happy to know that you still love me

blue sky collapse ape gue yang collapse -,-

As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that were said and done
I think we should talk it over

Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says try to walk away
I go on pretending I'll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that's not your problem
But if you change your mind you'll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still

I'm waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from the ice block
It's been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And it's drowning, thought you should know that

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I'll find my way to you

nih kalo mau denger lagunye hehe

reblog dari hali

Gravity

Gravity by Sara Bareilles,

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I’ll still feel you here ‘til the moment I’m gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.


Set me free, leave me be. I don’t want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I’m supposed to be.
But you’re on to me and all over me.

You loved me ‘cause I’m fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you’re everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you’re neither friend nor foe though I can’t seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you’re keeping me down
You’re on to me, on to me, and all over…

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.