hi, there!

halo , apa kabar?
udah lama nih ga ngobrol bareng?
haha sibuk yaa?
oh iya deng lo juga punya pacar yee...
lupa guee -,-
wah iyaa udah jarang yaa lo selalu ada di sisi gue saat gue butuh
haha emangnye gue siape lo juga yee? ckckc Pril pril ....
iya iya prioritas lo pasti dia lah ya sekarang
haha maaf ya kalo ganggu
cuma mau bilang gue kangen ...

hayooo nangis aja gapapa biar lega

haaah ayo ayo yang ada masalah dikeluarin aja yuuk, diceritain samaa orang terdekatnyaa !!!!
udah dan belom kelar jugaa? alias masih bergejolak membumbung tinggi di dalam dada? haah keluarin ajaaaa salah satunya dengan cara "menangis" . gada yang salah loh sama nangis yaelah palingan dibilang cengeng doang. aah mendingan dibilang cengeng deh daripada setres -,- permasalahannya adalah mau sampe kapan kita terus menangisi sesuatu tanpa ada tindak lanjut buat perbaikan kedepan kaan? haaah yaudahlah accept your past as a past without denying it yekaan?

Allah ga bakal ngasih cobaan diluar batas kemampuan umatNya lah yaaa . (Lah ini lo jago Pril berteori, tapi kok prakteknya lo masih memble jugaa yeee?) hahaha ahelah namanya juga April kan omdoo -,,-

udah ah ayo April semangaaaaaaaat, hidup bukan buat di tangisi tapi untuk dijalani dan dihadapi!

BISMILLAH!

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah tadi udah inget lagi caranya ketawa agak lepas walopun masih agak kurang ya Allah bantu hamba ketawa lepas lagi doong ya Allaaaaah aaaaaah mau ketawa lagi sampe ngakak ber air mata berguling guling ayoo dong bantu gue ketawa lepaaaas !!!!!

hah

saya setres saya setres saya bener bener setereeeeeeeeeees . lupa caranya ketawa lepas sampe ngakak ngakak hah lupa caranya senyum dengan ikhlas semua itu karena saya setereeeeees ya Allah berilah hamba kekuatan -,-

just sharing not to force you :)

it's so ironic to realize that you always there for them or even when they need you, but in the other hand "where are you, when I need you?"

once again I want to make it clear that I just sharing not asking ...

I'm the one who have to understand your condition. yes, your condition. because even my condition placed me in your condition, I always try to be there for you, actually.

I know you have a lot of stress now, so that I don't wanna add your problem, so I just keep silent when I see you passed by in front of me with your empty eyes, empty mind haha

You always say that "I'm OK", "never worry about me" but I do know that you DO not OK babe ;)

once again I just share not to force you :)

it's a little bit hurt when I knew that I'm not your priority actually, but once again I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, right?

haha that's only my fault to place you in the list of my priority. but love never hope back, right?

I just wanna tell that you have to take care with your own self babe :')
because I don't know where the limit of my patience ....

once again I just sharing not hoping ...

dear my patience : "please stay here with me, so that I can always be there for him, when he need me, please increase your amount every day because I feel that you'll leave me soon" :(

ONCE AGAIN I JUST WANNA SHARE THAT I LOVE YOU :')